I find you...

In disturbance & peace
a constant knowing 
that does not cease

In love, hate and in fear
sometimes confused 
sometimes clear

either activity or rest
with which every 
moment is possessed

with every tear every smile
reminded of it once 
in a while

from the tainted to the pure
an unfinished journey
so unsure

In a world of delusion 
finding the real
with a soul to heal

In every step
its you I find
though not always 
on my mind

I find you in pain & and; in bliss
an intense feeling I cannot miss
hidden deep inside
like an unfulfilled wish

In memories I vaguely remember
in a sliver of hope that barely exists
In everything I know and all
that I may have missed