hmm today right this moment infact...thats 11:11 am, 22 april 2008, i write as a whole new person.
A person who
is beginning to understand how un-understandable life is
knows life isnt even 1% of what i see or experience
realises the fact that great things happen which greatest ease
knows challenges and tough times are a good sign, it means, you are qualifying for the next level
knows that if i dont care, i might as well be a bean bag, moulded into different shapes by ppl who sit on them.
realises life is about intensity
heart commands, mind demands - and u gotta figure out whats integrity in between them....
okay getting late for an edit meet, got lots more to rant on.. c ya
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
beauty and intensity
The more intense something is, the more side effects it has.
Take love for example, its so beautiful, bliss full, etc etc.....but with all that we get a free ticket of
pain, anger, jealousy etc etc.
That's why its so important to keep the purity and the sacredness intact.
it captures the feeling of falling in love for the first time eternally. An ancient scripture says truth is that which is eternal and eternal is that which is always beautiful....untouched by time or age
Satyam Shivam Sundaram.
Anyway enough of gyan stuff, went today for a fondue fest at taj.....it was this weird cheese thingy cooked in disgustingly nauseous alcohol...sooo like tamasic!
....bad stuff doesn't last anyway. funny we spend most of our time thinking about it.
PS: have been tuning into radio v often.
Take love for example, its so beautiful, bliss full, etc etc.....but with all that we get a free ticket of
pain, anger, jealousy etc etc.
That's why its so important to keep the purity and the sacredness intact.
it captures the feeling of falling in love for the first time eternally. An ancient scripture says truth is that which is eternal and eternal is that which is always beautiful....untouched by time or age
Satyam Shivam Sundaram.
Anyway enough of gyan stuff, went today for a fondue fest at taj.....it was this weird cheese thingy cooked in disgustingly nauseous alcohol...sooo like tamasic!
....bad stuff doesn't last anyway. funny we spend most of our time thinking about it.
PS: have been tuning into radio v often.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
me again!
I knew i would fall prey to discontinuity monster....and i have!
Lots has happened between now and earlier, made a fly by visit to b'lore, and had a gr8 family reunion.
Life's changed so much! Two years back i was living with my family, and all i would do is fight with them, and now when they're not here i miss em so much....and mostly i miss those years i lost taking them for granted due to my self centered rebelliousness. That's a big lesson for me! if you take for granted what you have, it will eventually be taken away from you.
My bro's down there doing an Advance course, and what i wouldn't do to be in his shoes.
And oh, we finished one series of Ashtavakra Geeta discourse this week: it was mind blowing, i wanna keep repeating it as long as i live.
Lots has happened between now and earlier, made a fly by visit to b'lore, and had a gr8 family reunion.
Life's changed so much! Two years back i was living with my family, and all i would do is fight with them, and now when they're not here i miss em so much....and mostly i miss those years i lost taking them for granted due to my self centered rebelliousness. That's a big lesson for me! if you take for granted what you have, it will eventually be taken away from you.
My bro's down there doing an Advance course, and what i wouldn't do to be in his shoes.
And oh, we finished one series of Ashtavakra Geeta discourse this week: it was mind blowing, i wanna keep repeating it as long as i live.
Thursday, March 6, 2008
short day...long night
Mahashivratri day…and for some reason, I feel really festive today. Especially after firing page 3. Making page 3 is like filling the page with 5% information and 95%…uh well…crap!
So ads are more than welcome, in fact I break into a war dance when I see a page full of ads. This isn’t the case always, there are times when we have actual news worthy events…. but that’s exactly when the ads decide to grace us.
Gotta rush…long day ahead…. need to go to the temple…. jam with my guitar…stay up all night…. and yeah am also fasting.
More tomorrow.
So ads are more than welcome, in fact I break into a war dance when I see a page full of ads. This isn’t the case always, there are times when we have actual news worthy events…. but that’s exactly when the ads decide to grace us.
Gotta rush…long day ahead…. need to go to the temple…. jam with my guitar…stay up all night…. and yeah am also fasting.
More tomorrow.
Monday, March 3, 2008
That's everything
Since i have nothing to talk about today (unless you want another crib session), lets talk about nothing!
................coz that's what am left with everyday when my head hits the pillow.
................coz that's what am left with everyday when my head hits the pillow.
Saturday, March 1, 2008
late morning
Just got done with Page 3 gupshup for Monday, so that's a load off head....yesterday eve was pathetic! i mean, i never ever can relate to hard core party crowd.
Its as if people are really trying hard to enjoy, but they soo not!
Its pretty painful really. I donno, i never wanna attend that kind of party anymore. But thanx to my job.....
Okay crib time over! tomorrow is sunday, so thats a relief...pathi was angry coz i slept in late and skipped breakfast coz i reached home so late last night.
The days i wake up late, dont go too well....ever!
Just wanna go home now and play my guitar till i finally get bar chords
Its as if people are really trying hard to enjoy, but they soo not!
Its pretty painful really. I donno, i never wanna attend that kind of party anymore. But thanx to my job.....
Okay crib time over! tomorrow is sunday, so thats a relief...pathi was angry coz i slept in late and skipped breakfast coz i reached home so late last night.
The days i wake up late, dont go too well....ever!
Just wanna go home now and play my guitar till i finally get bar chords
Friday, February 29, 2008
Leap year day
Yesterday was fun, Sam came to TOI and would start freelancing for us, later we went and had coffee at barista, and bestest part was the satsang! I really really really missed my guitar, but have made up mind to go every week from now on. Today morning pathi dragged me out of bed at 7 am and made me go for a morning walk! Which I hate to admit was pretty good….sadhana went superb after that. And after the initial heavy-duty tantrums thrown by mind, it’s really not that bad…I realize that life’s pretty ordinary really, it’s the mind which sensationalizes it!
Yet another lazy day at work, gotta interview bally Sagoo in da eve, so that’s cool!
40 minutes later….
People envy my work, coz I get to party as a part of it…what they don’t realize that for me, my party begins the minute I close my eyes, and feel the presence. Am kinda hungry, wondering if can go grab a bite!
Oh also today is leap year day.Ooops forget to think of a bday gift for krish…gotta think of something soon!
Yet another lazy day at work, gotta interview bally Sagoo in da eve, so that’s cool!
40 minutes later….
People envy my work, coz I get to party as a part of it…what they don’t realize that for me, my party begins the minute I close my eyes, and feel the presence. Am kinda hungry, wondering if can go grab a bite!
Oh also today is leap year day.Ooops forget to think of a bday gift for krish…gotta think of something soon!
